Juan, i know your proberly the only one dat will ever see this.
becuz your lik my only friend on here.lol
but umm yea, it feels like me and you have feel apart.
our friendship.
and i mean i know your "in love"
but your losing evryone in your life.
you lost all your friends, those sum 343473 friends of the myspace...DELETED?
umm all those ppl u introduc me n showed me..lik that one micheall ect ect.
wat happend?
now...he's trying to get ride of your closest friends.
cynthia, and me.
like ive know you how many years juan.
i think i know you..but im starting to feel you are a stranger.youve changed so muchh
im not evn talkin about you being gay.
im talkin about you givin evrything up for this guy.
you 17?18?
watver..your young, you only live life once.and not evrything is gonna last.
ive seen three yr lng relationships fall apart.
i saw my mom and dad 16 yrs all fail.
like dont make him your evrything.
you need to have a life of your own.
right now..i dont see JUAN anymore.
i see a boy who just gave his whole life up and hanging on to strings...but those strings are slowly being cut off.
your friends feel as though you are using them.
liek you have changed ALOT.
and its not coming from only my mouth but others.
n im sorry but if you ever need sumthin again..dont come for me to help nor comin running to my house again.
our friendship is now just a friend relationship unless you start having bak ur life....
look..here is sumthin cynthia said......
me n her talked.........were both sorry..but its just..your gna lose evrything..and were here tellin yu this cuz we care.
i cant look at you the same anymore
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Cynthia:) To: Bεα Date: Apr 23, 2009 9:14 PM Subject: RE: YEAA i new u would of understand datt shit bothered me.. bad like it made me feel dumb and used im tierd of being his excuse to his dad! and i know he still does im done.. but i hate wen he calls me i gotta say yess my brother got madd he waz liek u dumb bicth he dont come down to see u i wazz yea i know but now it getting out of hand well if he talks to u tell him no! sorrie we love him and everything but limar iz changin him soo much! i mean shit if u wazz my cuzin and we use to be soo CLOSE and shitt and i get a man and i just use u and shit i would of never let u go lol he's blind but watch LIMAR izz not his everything but just tell him naaa my HOUSE and USing CYNTHIA and bea ass an excus iz a off limits no more. tell him my badd i will be there 4 him but not limar he be calling me all worried crying dat limar dont have a ride.. lol wtf do i look like i mean im nice and i can do favors here and there but not all the time.. damn he got to comfortable and tell him datt we not leaving him he's leaving us and we are tierd off gettin used and dichted by him we both should talk to him.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Bεα To: Cynthia:) Date: Apr 23, 2009 8:07 PM Subject: RE: lmfaoo im jus messin wit yaa. n he is kewll but omgg yeaa juan changedd sooooo muchhh i dnt evn tlk to emm lik dat nomorrr. he onli comes to me wenevr he got a prblms or sumthin..im done alsoo..he usd to use mee alsoo lik as an excuse..juan changedd SOOO MUCHHH fuck emm both.lol but dats jus wowww..limar spends lik EVERY FUCKIN DAY WITH HIM. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Cynthia:) To: Bεα Date: Apr 23, 2009 8:57 PM Subject: RE: haha okkay just making sure. and FUCK U citoo iz not my hubby! u bitchh lol and alex is madd kool i recomend him he;s da shit he's alwayz ther and shit.. BUT he's a flirt and he has a girl and likes to fuck wiht other girls and he hurts her mad hard.. idk why she still with him but after all dat hes kool just dont get sucked in his litte things lol cuz ima kick u in ur asss so hard the pain iz gonna come out threwur mouth! lol and uhhh ima be honest with u i hope juan doesn't call me and be like HEY! wat u doin today! omg i misss u i wanna chill wiht u can i caom over.. and im like yea! i misss u tooo and his bitch ass DIDN"T say nothing of limar and goin to go see him he said a day of just me and him... so he comes in a hour HURRRRYYY UPPP! limar iz waiting im like WAT! u said nothing about him soo ima like u know wat just go get him and he goes and never comes back he just left me lol and then i call him hey im boerd wen u coming down>? oo i cna't limar wants me to stay with him and i wazz like noo i want u here and then limar takes the phone away and wazz liek cynthia gosh ur soo greeetee let me ahev juan u alwayz see him i never get to spend time wiht him! lol i wazz like WAT i never get to spend time wiht him cuz limar iz alwayz there soo im like fuck u i wazz mad he out him over me i would never do datt! i had a man before and i never dicthed juan nor nobodie els and then he made me lie to hiss dad again dat hes gonna sleep at my house! im DONE im not doin this noo more dat shit made me mad he just USED me to see him he alwayz does soo if u come down dont bring juan.. im just confused and madd but its okay he can shove limar all up his asssss!
