Mixed Emotions.

Okay, sorry I haven't gotten on here for a few days. But, I wanted to just put this down so i can get my thoughts out. I saw my ex the other day at my work. He came in and I took his order. I tried to be nice but, deep inside me I had so many mixed emotions. I wanted to hop over the counter and give him a big hug and say I missed you, something else said what the f**k are you doing here? Another side said, this is the guy who broke my heart and he still says he loves me, i wanted to cry but, I held it all in. I don't know why I am having these mixed emotions, am I over him, or am I not? I don't know, I'm on break and he wants to hang out one day, I think it's a bad idea. I told him the past stays as past. I tell him I'm sorry of being so rude but, how can i be so nice to someone who broke my heart so many times? I really don't know.

MixedEmotions.