Back.

Well, me and Jonni are still just friends but, today I told him I missed him and he said it back. I am happy:). I don't really know. I think I was better with him but, then again, he lives far. Which is the bad part. I just want a good healthy relationship, it's so hard to find one these days, it has always been hard. Sometimes I think it's me, I can be so coldhearted sometimes. Jaime my good friend told me I should stop messing and talking to different guys or I'm going to end up lonely. I believed him, so I am putting a lot of thought into it. Hopefully I get myself together, NO I WILL.

Tomorrow, I gotta go to school in the afternoon and some kind of meeting thing, I really feel as though I am accomplishing my goals, I WILL NOT FAIL IN LIFE. I gave the dental teacher , Mrs. Shimp. She said I was the first one to give an interest letter and recommendation letters:). I was glad to hear that, shows I'm putting more effort into this than others. I really want to get into this career area:) So far, So good. But, ugh. This losing my book thing is bugging the shit out of me! I don't know where it went, I need it, new semester is coming up and I need to give the book back. 

Overall, today was a good day, haven't had one of those in a while. Hopefully it continues.

IWillNotFailInLife.